2nd Day in KL for STUDY WEEK....

Today is my 2nd day in KL as I come back for STUDY WEEK...
However, during this 2 day..
I didn't even touch the book that I bring back...=.='''
How am I going to have study mood since I am busy dling drama...>.<

Hope I can have the mood to study before going back to UUM on the 7th Nov..
Or else..
My paper sure will fail..
Especially Management and SPE...=.=''

Well, for the good news...
Today I went to eat PAN MEE at my favourite shop..
It was super nice and I ate the BIG wan...XD
Will miss the PAN MEE again..XD
Hope I can eat it before I go back to UUM...XD

1st final exam in UUM..

Yesterday, I have my first final exam in UUM...
Which is COM2 paper...
It was super hard since I don't know about grammar and my essay was like.....=.='''
Hope I didn't fail this paper...
I don't want to retake this paper on the next sem...

After the exam, me and Iris was so excited to go back to KL..
We will start our journey at 10pm..
And the exam end at 7.30 pm...
After we reached our Muamalat Cafe...
We order some food from the main store...

It was so dissapointing...
Since we have to wait for more than half and hour...
I was so eager to go home...
And, the food was SUPER SLOW...
And we were SO HUNGRY since it is already 8.30 pm...

After that, at about 10 pm we went to ride the bus...
We reached Jalan Duta at about 5am..
And now i am busy dling drama at home...

P/S: The line at home is SUPER SUPER FAST compare to UUM...
I can dl faster at home than UUM..XD

Meaningful Speech~~

Yesterday is weekend for us in Kedah...
No class for us...
Download drama for 1 whole day...

Then, at 6.15 I went to church...
Today was the first time the church held in a new place...
We took some picture...

The speech for today is very meaningful...
The pastor told us that we shouldn't be so negative...
We should be optimistic and positive...
We shouldn't always say 'I cant do it', ' It won't happen' or 'It's impossible'
We have to believe in our ability...
And that NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE...
So we must try our best in everything we do...
And don't give up easily...
Especially since we didn't try...

After i come back from church..
I play card with my friend in the room...
Till early in the morning...
I even break my own record...XD

Something About Love~

Before we start, you give me a promise that you will only look at me..
Love me, and care for me...
However, when you want to break up..
You tell me that you make a wrong choice and we are not suitable as we are not in the same world...

What about the time we spent together?..
Will it be a happy memory...
Or a nightmare to me..
As I still have feeling for you...
But i have to released you..
As I don't want you to think that I am selfish..
Because I want to leave a good impression in your heart...

Eventhough, I know I will suffer during this time..
To try to forget you...
As it will be a very hard task for me...
Since I am still deeply in love with you..

In my daily life...
I will still remember the time we spent together...
The road we used to walk, the restaurant we spent our time, or the story that we share ...
However, all these is useless now...
Since, in your eyes...
It will all be meaningless..

Eventhough, if anything happen to me..
You also will not care..
Since now your heart is not with me anymore...

Actually...
I don't know why this will happen..
Since we had a really happy time together...
Why did you have a change of heart?
Is it because what I did is still not enough?...
Or maybe because you are sick of me already...

But, I know..
What I ask now is no use...
Since you already make up your mind...
I can't make you to change your decision...
Eventhough I beg you...

But Why...
Why must you be so cruel towards me..
This is the question that I always wanted to ask...
However, I don't have the courage..
As I don't want to be hurt again by your words...

It will take a long time for me to forget you..
Or maybe a lifetime...
But..
You wouldn't care...
As now you have your own freedom..
To do what you like..
And to be with who you like...

While, I have to suffer alone at here...
Struggling on how to forget you..
So that I can live a new life...
Without you in it...

Father God, please help me...
I really wanted to forget him..
So that I won't suffer anymore..
Each time I saw him..
My heart will hurt so badly..
Just like being cut by a knife...
I really want to free from this feeling..
I want to live for myself and not for him anymore...
I don't want to be a fool...
Waste my tears on him..
As it is not worth it...

When i looked back what had happen..
I feel relieved as he has teach me a lesson that I will not forget...
He taught me that...
A person feeling can change like a wind...
So, it will be very hard not to get hurt...

THUS,
IF WE WANT TO FALL IN LOVE..
WE MUST HAVE HEART PREPARATION...
AS WE DON'T KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN...
SO WE MUST BE PREPARED TO BE HURT...

Go-Kart Day~~

Early morning I went to SPE class..
Super sleepy...
Later at about 2 pm..
Me, Iris, Mei Wei and Swee Bee went to Bistro (at Varsity Mall ) to yum cha..
I had a Lychee Smooties...
It was super nice..XD

After that, we walk in the varsity mall...
Before we go back...
We buy Fried Ice-cream to eat..
It was super nice...XD

Then, we suddenly wan to go Penang to play..
But then, we decide to postponed it...
Since it will be super tired...

Then, we decide to go and play GO-KART..
I drive the Go-Kart super slow...
Since it bounce so hard and hurt my backside...=.='''

After 5 round...
We walk to DPP Perwaja and MISC to eat dinner...
But there look like no food...
And the food didn't attract us to eat...

After that, we walk further to DPP Petronas and Eon..
At DPP Petronas, I ate a plate of Nasi Lemak...
It was not bad...XD
While at DPP Eon, I ate ABC...
It was quite nice..
But i still think Bukit Kachi the Ice kacang nicer...XD

Next time i want to go Kachi there eat Ice Kacang/Cocktail ady...XD
Cant wait for the time to come...XD

An unexpected News~

I went to Sains Sosial class..
The class was cancel as the lecturer didn't arrive...
Later, i come back my room and continue watching the HK drama...

After dinner, i received a message...
From JCC....
Say that i was choosen as a AJK for Bureau JUALAN...
In the beginning, I was shocked..
As I hope I was  not choosen...
But luckily there is a friend that was in the same bureau..
I feel relieve..
But this coming Monday, I need to attend a General Meeting alone...
Hope I will have the courage to attend it alone...
And will not be scared....XD

What Should I Do~~

I always have a feeling to know more about YOU...
But when the time comes..
I will give up..
And don't have the mood...
To know anymore about YOU...

What should I do~...
Should I start to know more about you...
Since the time is coming nearer and nearer...
Eventhough i know I may not get what I want...
But I would like to give it a try...
I don't want to give up just like that...
Just like a fool waiting for an unwanted result...

Well, from now on...
I will try my best to fill in my mind with YOU..
YOU are the most important to me right now...
Without YOU...
I will be a failure...



And YOU is....







BOOKS....